sighh,

well. i really did noy touch this blog for quite sometime i must admit.
but things ain't going out well for me.
sighh.
1st : fren passed away.
2nd : had a heated quarrel with my parents till they wanna disown me.
3rd : broke like fuck and been so damn hot-tempered these few days.
4th : down in relationships and lots of things.
well. all these fucked up things really hurt so much.
can you believe it?
100plus days just gone like this and still no progress.
just wondering what the fuck is wrong with me.
everything been so wrong.
i let down my parents.
mum bought n70 for me.
still. i treated her like this.
and it took her great pains just to get this phone.
sighh.
i wanna quit smoking.
but. really cant. sighh.
i just feel like going off to a place with no stress , no love , no nothing.
sick of everything.
goodbye.