lmao.

LOL. it has been so damn freaking long ever since i updated this.
lmao.
well. cuz com having really some fucked up problems.
lols.
hmms. well. as days pass by. i begun to recall to the past of all the things i have done.
sighh. it seems that i am beginning to regret ever single shit that has been happening to me right now.
and. i know.
i have just changed. thats it.
i ain't gonna be the don last time anymore i guess.
because. i just dun wanna let history repeat itself again.
well. life has been fucked up of course.
it ain't gonna be happy till the day when maybe.
JUST MAYBE.
someone that i wanna have for a long time.
sighh.
but i know.
it ain't gonna happen.
i know myself.
i am like crap. like wadsoever fuck.
i dun deserve to have her.
really.
bye.