update.

well.
this post is meant for you.
DARLING.

i really am so sorry that i touched back the stuffs that you hated me to.
but it's really a no choice for me.
as i need something to make me feel relaxed and then i can start thinking.
otherwise.
my anger has got over my head.
nd it prevented me from thinking the things that i want to do.
i'm so sorry darling.
nd.
i promise not to do such lame'ded things again alright?
if you're willing to trust me all over again and start back. :)
i swear.
nd please.
don't ever hurt yourself.
otherwise i would wanna hurt myself even more thn what you've done.
trust me.
i don't want this to happen.
nd i wanna be reminded of everything good.
nd not bad.
nd i hope to see you later in the morning with no injuries at all hao ma?
because i'm afriad that if i see it.
my mind would just blow off and i'll do whatever things that i deem fit in doing.
nd i'm sure you don't want that to happened.
lastly of all.
ILOVEYOUSOFUCKINGMUCH. nd it'll stay the same no matter what happens.
trust me. :)
MUACKKKS.
<33333333333333333333333

nd i love my brothers nd sisters so.
MUACKS.
do take care alright?