alright.
i predict this is gonna be the longest post i ever posted in my life.
:)
here goes.
26.o4.o6..
didn't sleep for the whole day.
as i was busy thinking of things.
:D
haha.
i know darling hates it. LOL. :)
but anyway.
came out of the house at 7.o5a.m.
it was raining quite heavily then.
while walking to bus stop.
i got so pissed off of the raining keep smacking my hair nd my face.
waited for the freaking bus for at least 2ominutes?
i was saying to myself.
"eh knnbpcb lah. can the fucking bus come anot. late le lah. stupid bus-driver. born in the year of the snail ah?"
LOL.
but you'll have to understand yeah?
it's like.
you meet people at a certain time.
then the fucking bus made you late like fuck.
you'll get pretty fucked up de right?
alright.
FINALLY the shitty bus came.
but i was really very pek chek already.
lols.
dropped down at 235.
i went up to the blk to hiong one umbrella.
as it was raining really so heavily yeah.
nd in the end i managed to get a pink-coloured one.
i was saying to myself."WAH PIANG EH. TODAY ISN'T REALLY MY DAY". sighhs.
but it really isn't eh.there is more to come. :)
while on the way to 233.
got a fucker schoolboy banged me nd stared at me.
i was like. "WTF LAH. KNN. GOD WANNA TREAT ME UNTIL LIKE THIS IZZIT?"
i really did thought of whacking him straight.
but i remembered i promise someone i'll not fight unless i need to. (you know who you're ah) :D
i held back.
but nvm.
at least he said a sorry.
then i said nvm nd headed my way to 233.
reached.
saw .DARLING.HIANGS.LAOPO.SHENJINGBING.HUIMIN.POKHUI.
nd i saw that i've no space to sit.
then i was like.what in the world.
then my anger came in an instant already.
sorry darling alright? :)
you've to understand why eh.
lols.
alright.
i didn't eat at all.
so waited for them to eat finish.
then started walking to the bus stop already.
nd it was still raining?
DARLING&co walked the fastest.
i was like fuck lah. zzzzz.nvm.
i walked with LAOPO.HIANGSndSHENJINGBING at the back.
as my slippers was fucking slippery.
saw DARLING walked into the rain.
i was like.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZ even more.
NVM. :(
i didn't talk to her at all nd she didn't talk to me at all too. wtf. -_-"""
nvm.811 came.
HIANGS.LAOPOndme had the planning to charge up the bus for DARLING&co to enter.
but in the end.
things did not go as we planned to eh.-_-"""
nvm.
saw darling they all went to hail cab.
LAOPO.HIANGSndme was like totally sian diao.
zzzz.
nvm.
then saw SHENJINGBING coming over.
as she was asked to take a cab with us.
then LAOPO was pretty fucked up already.
but nvm.
managed to hail a cab.
4 of us in.cabbed to OPSS.
reached.
bade SHENJINGBING goodbye nd we walked out of the school FAST.
LOL.
paiseh bodoh.
wear home clothes as if we're the parents of the students in OPSS liddat.
LMAO ah.
walked to OCBC's bus stop.
811 came.
i bade goodbye with LAOPOndHIANGS.
as i was going to meet SIANGANNndRON to go somewhere. :)
reached interchange.
saw some famillar faces from my ex school.
i was like.
WAHPIANGEH. people still studying i'm here doing what?
LOL.
but nvm.
had a chat with them nd i quickly rushed to OCBC.
reached.
saw no one.
i borrowed a fren's phone to call them.
they ended up telling me they're at home.
i was like.
HUH? is this a joke?but nvm. :)
i made them wait before.
so now it's my turn to wait for them.
waited for around 20mins-halfanhour?
they reached. :)
went to mac have our breakfast.
smoked outside.
nd went to take mrt to the place we're heading. :)
while on the way there.
i kept thinking about the incident i and DARLING had earlier.
i was like.
oh god. seems like it's my fault already.
i borrowed SIANGANN's phone to sms her.
cuz i did not bring my fucking phone out.-_-"""
she did not reply. T_T
but nvm.
okay.
reached.
did our things which ended around 2.30p.m.
RONndSIANGANN mrt-ed to tiong bahru while i headed back to yishun alone.
it was indeed a boring trip.
no phone at all.
but nvm.
they did asked me to go with them.
but i was really very tired so i rejectted them.
sorry BROTHERS.
bus-ed back home.
once i reached home.
read thru all my new messages.
had a quarrel with DARLING.
but nvm.
my mood really isn't there.
watched tv.
nd i fucking DOZED OFF. -_-""
LOL.
woke up.
i quickly went to brush teeth nd went down to have a hair-cut.
nd tail was snipped off.
because i requested to. :)
went home.
had a bath.
met up with HIANGSndLAOPO below my blk.
dinner at 418.
then we decided to play bball.
went to 437.
saw some LOL characters that are really so lame.
so we went off to the park below my house to play instead.
saw a guy playing.
offered him a 2on2 match.
i was paired up with him.
while HIANGSndLAOPO was teamed together.
then i was like WTF?
LOL.
nvm.
but my team still win leh.
WAHAHAHA. 7-5.
:DDDDDDDD
LOL.
rested awhile.
sent them off to bus-stop.
nd i went home.
bathed nd online-d.
chatted with darling.
had some misunderstandings again.
but we're alright now. :)
alright.
this is the end of my day for the moment. :)
the real things begin here.
ahaha.
i hope you guys don't find it lame.
i'm gonna post out my wishlist in this post. :)
WISHLIST...
.lesser quarrels with DARLING.
.the time when DARLING really can nd am able to really take good care of herself.
.no one to ever bully DARLING. _l_
.given a chance to prove everything i feel for.
.able to give in nd not always being unreasonable instead.
.no fuckers to provoke me.
.either find a job or a school instead of wasting my time away everyday.
.EVERY SINGLE BROTHERS OF MINE TO BE SAFE AND SOUND.
.sisters to be happy nd have a meet-up with them soon.
.control on the way i smoke.
.BROTHERS to have what they want nd succed in life.
.more clothes and pants.
.unlucky things to end as soon as possible.
.control my temper.
.change my fucked up attitude.
.grow slimmer.
.LOVED ONES to be safe.
.no more quarrels between BROTHERS.
nd LASTLY.
.TO HAVE FOOD NOW. T_T. LOL. as i'm fucking hungry now.
hahaha. :DD
nd thats all i could think of now. :)
TO DARLING.
i'm really sorry for all the shits i've done to make you worry like fuck.
broken promises and all.
sorry for being a bad man. sighs.
but i really have the determination now to keep my promises.
nd i hope there will really be a chance to prove myself eh. :)
i'm really so glad that you're always there for me.
i really appreciate every single thing you've done for me eh.
nd i'm so sorry that i couldn't be someone better.
but the least i can do is.
i'll really try my best to make you a XINGFUXIAONUREN instead of a cryingXIAONUREN yeah?
from now onwards.
FIGHTING IS A NO MORE FOR ME. unless things really are a no choice.
believe me alright?
i mean every single word i say and keep it. :)
i promise you not to think too much nd try my best to stop being EMO. :)
please.
tml.
don't drink too much yeah?
don't make me worry. T_T. LOL!
lastly.
IDOREALLYLOVEYOUSO. <333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333 MUACKKS.
TO EVERY SINGLE TRUE BROTHERS. (.you all know who you're.)
brothers.
even though.
i really can't find time to meet most of you these few weeks.
i promise all of you something.
anything.
you all still can call me de.
i may have relaxed down.
but you'll know how i treasure brothers. :)
trust me.
my face ain't with you all.
does not mean my heart won't be there.
ITS FOREVER THERE ALRIGHT?
nd i really hope you all could understand my plight now eh.
do take great care of yourselves nd call me up when anything happens yeah?
BROTHERS ARE FOREVER.
MUACKS.
nd i love every single one of you so. <33333333333333333333333333
TO SISTERS.
sorry leh.
NANA nd LESTELESTE.
that i really couldn't find time to meet you all.
but i promise.
once i've time.
i'll try my very best to meet you all de alright?
you all got anything.
just call me.
nd i'll be there de.
:)
STAY HAPPY ALRIGHT?
nd i give the both of you my blessings.
MUACKS.
sisterslovewillneverchange. <333333333333333333333333333
TO GUYS OUT THERE.
even though i may have relaxed down.
does not mean anyone of you can provoke my loved ones.
i promise you all something.
if anyone of you fucking touch my loved ones.
there'll be hell to pay.
i'll make sure you get to see the real me alright?
so.
be smart.
nd you can come make me.
since i've already relaxed down.
bully me for all you want alright? :)
is this post long enough?
ahahaha. :DD
alright.
take care guys.
MUACKS.
bye.