CRAPPPS!

well. its been ages to me that i had posted this stupid shit.
mood ain't good la.
so many lanjiao things happened.
what can i do?
fated.
well. here i am. single once again.
sch ain't been too great too.
teachers changed and been pinpointing me.
stupid shit. i admit.
last time i have been the troublemaker in class.
but now i just wanna put my heart to study.
but now? i feel like giving myself a tight slap lah.
everytimes like this de.
regretted but cant do anything abt it.
fuck lah this kind of life.
i would rather quit sch and get a job to support myself rather my mum keep giving me money.
really alot of things happened.
heart-broken, angry , fucked up. whatever shits la.
i dun know if i will do anything stupid. but i will try my best not to.
sighh. anw. now in zhong's house.
ain't feeling well. slight fever.
bye.

HELLOO!!

GOOD MORNING!
haha. guess i am gonna just type a quick post and OFF I GO TO SMOKE! =DDD
well. now at chicken house staying for the night. =D
these few days been going out lor. lols.
since i at home nth to do. and com sent for repair.
just hope this time turns out well bahs. =(
sighh. guess things are just fated?
ain't in a good mood everyday.
seriously. i dun understand wad the fuck is happening to me lah cans?
everything lah. love , money , family , brothers. all so fucking fucked up.
i bloody hate this feeling but i cant do anything abt it. DULAN ARH!!!
guess i am going to anwhere my hearts belongs.
maybe i am going to leave home and find a place for my own.
a family does not fucking look like one.
always alone.
stupid craps this is. aiya nvm. just fuck care and go on with my life with whatever i have now.
alright i am off to go chatting with them. AND. SI BEN ZHU HAO HAO ZHAO GU SHEN TI ARH!
later i smack ur ass i tell you. =DDD
bye

sians.

GOOD MORNING!
lols. finally took time off to update abit.
hmms. well. can you believe it?
for these few days i been sleeping at 7-8a.m.
lols. think been so stress till cant sleep bahs.
sighh.
well. stayed at home today.
lols. accompany mum. no choice.
she was right abt some things.
sighh. i felt as if i have been letting her down since the start she bought for me n70.
sorry lah. also not i want de.
well. smoking? i just cant quit. not i dun wan.
cant you understand?
sighh. fucked up life i am having right now.
shit. well. com lagging.
bye.

HELLOOOO!

LONG TIME NV UPDATE LE!
wahaha.
busy these few days lah.
and not in the mood.
alot of things happened.
well sighh.
i dunno lah. been very dulan these few days.
also dunno why.
sian ji pua. wells.
i am going off le.
BYEBYE!

sighh,

well. i really did noy touch this blog for quite sometime i must admit.
but things ain't going out well for me.
sighh.
1st : fren passed away.
2nd : had a heated quarrel with my parents till they wanna disown me.
3rd : broke like fuck and been so damn hot-tempered these few days.
4th : down in relationships and lots of things.
well. all these fucked up things really hurt so much.
can you believe it?
100plus days just gone like this and still no progress.
just wondering what the fuck is wrong with me.
everything been so wrong.
i let down my parents.
mum bought n70 for me.
still. i treated her like this.
and it took her great pains just to get this phone.
sighh.
i wanna quit smoking.
but. really cant. sighh.
i just feel like going off to a place with no stress , no love , no nothing.
sick of everything.
goodbye.