.

duh.
i swear i'm god damn tired this week.
i also don't know why.
DUH.
maybe due to the 4days straight out-detail uh.
damn tiring ahhhhhh. :/

alright! nothing much this weekend.
watched 4bia with jiemin on friday.
HAHAHAHAHA!
god damn funny ahh.
LOL! you know it and i know it can already.
LMAO.

alright. i just got home not long ago.
planning to sleep soon.

TONIGHT BOOK IN LO!
boringgggggggggggggggggg. :/

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

i don't know what i want.

.

boring and meaningless life.

.

fuck it.
forget everything and fuck everything.

my mood is ruined.
fuck off.


i swear life is like A FUCKING PIECE OF CRAP!

go to hell.

.

once armor.
forever armor.
shit. :/

basically.
didn't really do much during this book out.
ohmygod.
damn bored uh. :/

oh well.
i'm going to bed soon.



and i miss you like fuck.
do you even know?


or care... sighs.

.

BOOK OUT LO!



i'll kill anyone who snatch her from me.

.

hmms alright.
don't ask me where i'm.
obvious i'm fucking in camp.
luckily still can use comp for quite awhile.
so alright.
luckily there is PS2 and TV here.
if not i'm gonna DIE. understand? DIE!

TOMORROW!
finally.
i'm booking out.
i suddenly miss so many guys.

my brothers.
family.
and of course YOU. :)

oh well.
it's pretty screwed inside here.
can almost see lots of different kinds of people inside eh.

my stay is quite bad actually.
there are really quite a number of strange guys here.
ZZZZ.
and imagine that.
fuck.

and i'm fucking labeled as a strong guy by my stupid mdm.
and i fucking got lots of sai kang's to do.
ohmygoodness.
this is just basically my 2nd day here.
and i still need to do all these shits.
imagine my fucking feeling lah.

i'm beginning to hate ARMOR INFANTRY now.
guys.
when you get posted to here.
it's hell.
trust me.
i still got things to do tomorrow morning.
fuck lahhhh. :(

the food here sucks.
everything sucks i swear.
it's as worse as hell.

SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE ME!

luckily i'm booking out tomorrow.
still can see my brothers and stuffs.

ILOVEYOUGUYS!

same to you. <3

alright. shall stop here.
anything tag or friendster ME yeah?

LOVE YOU ALL!

.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

KIRA IS GOING MADDDDDDDDD!

ELIMINATE ALL THE MAGGOTS IN THIS DIRTY WORLD.

AND CREATE A NEW WORLD FOR MYSELF!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

FUCK YOU!

.

oh well.
took half day leave today.
just CO gave me full day leave.
fuck.

waste my leave.
i'm like left with 2days of leave till next year april.
FUCKING HELL!
LOL.
but no choice.
i really got something important today.

thats why yeah.

oh well.
i'm going to a new camp tomorrow already.
stay in STAY IN.
ARMOR INFANTRY somemore.
ARGH wtf. :/
i still gotta carry two big bags tomorrow.
imagine that.
and my mood has been really fucked these few days.
i'm so SO SO sorry to those i gave attitude to.

REALLY. sorry.
hope you guys understand why.
alright.
blog till here bah.



.HUSTLE.LOYALTY.RESPECT.

.

whoa fuck man.
why things have to turned out like this.
my goodness.

i really regretted.
REGRETTED AHHHH!
pleasee!
lets go back like the past shall we?

i can't stand the way it is now.
DUH.

i'm so sorry for being crazy uh.
but i'm not.
just ismply voicing out the truth.

i'm already very stressed enough.
why my life has to be this stressful?
i feel so SO so SO like dying right now.
but too bad.
nobody wanna kill me.

sadistic hell i've been living.
army is fucked.
love is screwed.
family cocked up.
money. WIPED OUT.

crazy bunch of things.

GRAHHHH. heck care.

.

i just hope i'm making the right decision.
i'm so sorry.
to confess everything to you.
but.
i really couldn't take it anymore.
sorry.
i just don't want myself to live in regrets.

i hope you understand.


i love you.

but do you? :(

.

whew.
my mood is getting better.
:)
thanks.

.

i
don't
want
things
to
become
like
this.

but
why.
god.
has
given
me
this
kind
of
changes.

i
just
want
someone.

i
love
i
care
i
respect.

is
that
too
much
to
ask
for?

please.
i
want
us
to
go
back
to
that
time.

just
that
time
will
do...........


please. stop playing me out.
it hurts.

.

simply.
just.
take.
a.
knife.
stab.
me.
and.
let.
me.
die.

anyone?

the.
pain.
is.
killing.
me.
too.
deep.
inside.
where.
nobody.
knows.

nevermind.
forget.
it.

.

just got back from camp.
on the way back.
thoughts running throughout my mind.
fuck.
sighs.
i wish to be dead.
but too bad.
dying is hard.
painful.
slow.
sadistic.
saddening.

well.
fuck.
nahh forget it.


what hurts the most.....

.

ALRIGHT!
update.
didn't really go anywhere these few days eh.
been slacking around yishun, sun plaza. blah blah blah.
also sian uh. -_-"
LOL!
hmms.
oh well.
HAHAHAHA.
i'm kind of happy because of some reasons.
i'm upset because of some reasons too.
screwed up uh.
-_-"
ZZZZZZZZZZZ.
oh well.
booking in everyday.
leading back to army life.

TAKECARE guys.

i guess it's time.
for me.
to SHOWTIME.

.

oh well.
shall update yeah.
i just came back from camp.
luckily i took leave tomorrow.
but i still have to go back on sunday.
oh man. thats boring.
duh.
oh well.
going out later soon.
shall update more tomorrow maybe?

just give me a chance. and i'll prove why i deserve it.

.

ALRIGHT ALRIGHT!
stop complaining man guys.
LOL!
i know i'm god damn lazy.
but can't help it.
i'm booking everyday.
and i'm of course god damn tired to post man.
but anyway.
i'm still gonna post.
LOL!

OHMYGOODNESS!
i'm getting fatter and fatter each day.
wtf is wrong with meeeeee.
FUCK.
GUYS! all i need is time.
i'll produce a rock hard solid body for you all to see okay!
HAHAHAHAHA!


ohwell.
actually. by right.
camp is alright lahh.
not that bad.
i might be booking in everyday.
having lots of fun with my campmates.


and brothers.
i might not be meeting you guys as often already okay?
please understand.
i got my reasons uh.
TAKECARE GUYS!
love you all!

OHMYGOODNESS.
JUJU. please don't be sad eh.
i'm here for you always! ^^

.

ALRIGHT ALRIGHT!
stop complaining man guys.
LOL!
i know i'm god damn lazy.
but can't help it.
i'm booking everyday.
and i'm of course god damn tired to post man.
but anyway.
i'm still gonna post.
LOL!

OHMYGOODNESS!
i'm getting fatter and fatter each day.
wtf is wrong with meeeeee.
FUCK.
GUYS! all i need is time.
i'll produce a rock hard solid body for you all to see okay!
HAHAHAHAHA!


ohwell.
actually. by right.
camp is alright lahh.
not that bad.
i might be booking in everyday.
having lots of fun with my campmates.


and brothers.
i might not be meeting you guys as often already okay?
please understand.
i got my reasons uh.
TAKECARE GUYS!
love you all!

OHMYGOODNESS.
JUJU. please don't be sad eh.
i'm here for you always! ^^

.

oh well.
decided to post for now.
LOL!
i'm bored out of my wits anyway.
this week.
my weekends got burnt.
cause to some kind of shit duty.
well.
was pissed off at first.
but on the other hand.
it made me save money.
LOL!
i'm freaking so god damn broke now.
i swear really.
my goodness.
can't really imagine one day if i've no money.
i'm gonna die man.

oh well.
life is just as boring at usual.
i'm off to bath for now.
polyclinic later.

BYEBYE!



wheres my mrs right? :(