this shitty post of mine may sound stupid , emo or whatsoever alright.
if you guys don't wanna read.
i'm fine with it. :)
well.
as the saying goes.
shits happens sometimes.
as the world tears apart.
people are losing their breathe.
when shit happens.
nothing you can do to avoid it uh.
i swear.
i admit. sometimes i may look like shit.
act like shit.
be a shit.
whatever shit you can fucking think of.
but.
i know what i'm doing.
what i'm fucking thinking.
don't treat me like a fool when i be nice to you.
or maybe think i'm like those fuckers who are free frags.
i'm not pointing or saying that i'm a fucking good fighter or whatsoever.
please don't forget.
even i don't have my ass.
i still have my brains.
so please.
don't treat me like shit.
i'll fucking treat anyone of you like shit too.
mark my words.
sorry uh.
i didn't really wanna post this on purpose.
just that.
i don't know why.
sighs.
somehow.
i feel like crap now.
all of a sudden.
yes i admit.
sometimes i do stupid things.
but anyone of you know why?
cause i fucking care for you guys.
i don't do shits because of anyone uh.
my brothers, sisters, loved ones.
are so important to me.
yet so many left.
so many did shits for me.
did i fucking say anything?
even to others.
but not fucking in anybody that did me shit right?
fuck you guys man seriously.
i help you.
but did anyone fucking helped me?
yes most did.
but.
those whom i fucking helped so much.
did you guys even fucking repay?
fuck you la seriously.
i've been keeping in my fucking heart for a long time already.
now i guess it's time to point out.
i don't wanna say names.
so.
only your heart knows.
fuck it.
everything i share.
anything i give.
what did i fucking get in the end?
LOL!
nevermind.
so guys.
i'm telling you beforehand.
i don't wanna be responsible for the outcome alright?
no matter who you fucking are.
who you say you're.
don't think i'm fucking afraid of you.
even though i may be worthless in fighting.
or maybe you look down on me.
so be it. :)
if you ain't happy with me about anything.
don't even try to bother talking bad about me behind my back.
you want.
my face is there.
alright?
:)
and uh.
brothers.
please.
don't do shits to me.
or keep anything behind my back.
as i said.
brothers are indeed forever.
i've got my heart and soul for all of you.
so please.
at least try to repay me.
i'm not requestting much.
serious.
i'm just hoping you guys will at least treat me better.
well.
alright.
enough.
goodbye.