HOLD MY HAND AND NEVER LET GO

Thursday, May 31, 2007

update.

alright.
i shall post abit.
as i guess i've not updated for quite sometime aye.
i'm seriously SERIOUSLY feeling so fucking shag and moody now uh.
don't ask me why.
as i don't really know the reason myself.
well.
baby.
you've met my mum.
nd i'm so glad that the both of you loves each other. :D
ILOVETHEBOTHOFYOUTONSTOO. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
MUACKS. <333333333333333333333

brothers. please. indeed.
take good care of yourself out there.
<3333333

Saturday, May 26, 2007

update.

uhm?
alright. update uh.
as my com is getting abit better bah.
well.

woke up at 2.3o i guess?
lmao.
watched tv.
had a big PAO at home?
lmao siah.
played ps uh.
HIANGSndMONGS came up my house?
RACHEL came soon.
LAOPOndHUIMIN said they wanna come uh?
okay.
went downstairs with HIANGS to rent shows and buy his lunch uh?
rented a dumb show called SILK?
wtf?
lol.
okay.
bought water and all.
went home.
continued to play ps and listen-ed to songs uh.
i got fucking emo-ed while listening and playing at the same time uh?
thats freaking dumb.
alright.
LAOPOndHUIMIN reached uh?
i played ps for awhile more.
nd went to watch the silk?
lmao siah.
seriously.
i find that show freaking LOL siah.
omg?
-_-""""""""""
alright.
finished.
went to bath and all.
cabbed and sent LAOPO home uh?
walked with MONGS to 291 to have dinner uh.
met up with HIANGS at library bus stop.
ate.
went up to HIANGS's house.
played ps2 nd slacked uh.
fuck.
i got really fucking emo lah.
sian'ded.
nvm forget it.
went down to 235 to buy drinks and all uh.
went to 24o to slack soon after.
walked home uh.
sian.
done for the day.

i've really fell in love with ge qian , hui dao guo qu and gui ji uh.
SIGHHHHHHHHS. :(

well.
baby. i really did appreciate those heartfelt words uh.
i swear.
alright.
i promise you.
i shall make you love me more then the whatever do alright?
i'll try my fucking best and do whatever it takes.
i'm sorry.
it's just that. sighs.
it's not i wanna get affected by it.
aiya. fuck. forget it.
it's something new now.
so. move on and fuck off the pasts bah.
ILOVEYOU. serious. i do.
nd HAPPY TWO WEEKS my dear.
i shall make the first month a great start.
i promise. :)
<33333333333333333333333

Friday, May 25, 2007

update.

alright. i shall update. :)
LOL!
ahaha.
since LAOPO have been complaining to me about this.
LMAO.

well.
didn't have any happenings today.
met up with RONndCONG at ocbc uh?
my belt spoilt.
went to B2 to withdraw money.
bought belt.
met SIANGANN.
bus-ed to chong pang cc to play bball?
didn't actually play much.
at around 6plus.
bus-ed with RONndSIANGANN to 1ooplus that side.
RON went home?
walked with SIANGANN.
bade goodbye to him under his blk.
bus-ed home.
rotted rotted rotted.
-_-""
but luckily.
LAOPO was there to chat with me. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
i miss her so fucking much lahhh. :(((((((((((
but tml i'm able to meet her already aye. <3333333333333
alright.
shall end here for today.
goodbye.

LAOPO.
it's been a day that i didn't see you.
it seems like a decade to me.
i miss you so fucking much.
nd not to forget.
ILOVEYOUTOO. :)
<3333333333333333333
muackkks.

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

update.

OMFG?
i'm like so sick once again.
ARGH!
nd LAOPO is having the same condition as me.
oh noooooooo! ARGH.
nd i'm like using my whole body strength to update this?
zzzz.
nvm.

ALRIGHT.
woke up at 11.50a.m.
quickly went to bathe nd prepare to fetch LAOPO from school.
but my dad last minute asked me go down buy his breakfast for him.
i was like.
WTF LAHHHHHHHH.
kay nvm.
bought.
cabbed to OPSS.
waited for LAOPOndco to release school. :D
alright.
saw them.
went to the bus stop.
had problems there.
but everything is alright in the bus le. :DDDDDDDDDD
LOL.
sent LAOPO home.
walked around 17o? alone.
planned to go AMK to meet WES de.
but in the end.
didn't
and i went to meet LAOPO instead. :D
waited for her at her blk downstairs.
came down.
went to 27o meet HUIMIN.
reached.
she came down.
went to MAC nd have my first meal of the day.
LOL.
inside.
there was alot of laughing going on?
LMAO.
haha.
:D
went to 296 luhh.
fitness corner.
saw quite a number of children?
and 3 of us soon begun talking abt our younger selves.
hahaa. :D
RON called.
went over to 166 meet him and ZOE uh.
slack-ed.
accompanied ZOE to wait for bus uh.
bade goodbye to them.
went back to meet LAOPOndco.
saw CRAZYndMONGS luhh.
ahaha.
slack-ed.
listened songs and all.
MONGS sent CRAZY home uh.
then LAOPO.HUIMINndme went off to sweettalk to buy bubble tea uh.
MONGS came meet us soon.
walked PASARmalam awhile.
they at bus stop eating.
ate finish.
HUIMIN went home.
HIANGS called us while i was on the way sending LAOPO home uh.
but nvm. :)
waited for him.
came.
slacked.
i sent LAOPO home uh.
had a enjoyable time. :)
went back to 291 meet MONGSndHIANGS.
ate.
slacked.
and home-ded. :)

hahaha.
ohwell.
LAOPO. we're having the same sickness together.
although it's irritating.
but at least this happened to us together.
ahahaha.
and i enjoyed my day today with you.
just want you to know.
ILOVEYOUSOFREAKINGMUCHLAH. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
MUACKS. <333333333333333333333333333333

i miss my brothers and sisters too. :(
TAKE CARE YOU ALL. :DDDD
MUACKS. <33333

Sunday, May 20, 2007

update.

hao la hao la.
since LAOPO asked me to update.
jiu update uh.
ahaha.
:)

TODAY.
:)
well.
nothing much happened today uh.
LAOPO.HUIMIN.RACHEL.HIANGSndMONGS came up to my house uh.
watched two ghost movies that i rented at my house downstairs.
WOW. both are not bad siah.
ahaha.
the girls all shouted like LOL in my house uh.
haha.
funny siah?
LMAO.
but.
today is quite a happy day for as to say.
LMAO. :)
alright.
watched titanic after that.
then i went to bath.
nd sent LAOPO home. :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

LAOPO AH LAOPO.
sorry i made you cried today.
omg.
it wasn't on purpose.
i swear.
:(
i'm so sorry.
nd ILOVEYOUTONS.
MUACKS. <333333333333333333333333

goodbye. :)

Friday, May 18, 2007

update.

alright.
i'm just done with intense training.
well.
i guess i shall go back with my old lifestyle.
train everyday to.
1. keep everything intact.
2. stay healthier
3. relieve stress
4. fight
5. not to look weak.

LOL!
i guess i'm talking cock.
so don't mind me.
lmao.

sighs.
i don't know why i'm in quite a foul mood today.
it's makes me fed up by just thinking of it.
boring. _l_

nd i'm so like listening to reggae now to try to make me smile.
sighs. ):
pek chek ahhh. lmao.

my sore throat and flu ain't better at all. :(
but fever is abit better.
nd it's just slight now.
so.
alright alright uh.
nothing to be happy abt it anyway.
lame.

alright.
i started off the day from having missed calls nd messages from LAOPO. -_-""
LOL.
cuz she said i was sleeping like a pig?
nd keep miss calling me to wake up.
ahaha.
smart idea ah.
lmao.
i was surprised i woke up though.
as i can't really wake up no matter how people bomb me eh.
lol.
it's just how the way i sleep.
alright.
rotted at home till 7p.m.
went to take a bath.
prayed.
my whole body was shivering while praying.
cuz i'm like so damn fucking hungry.
i even have so much difficulty to walk to the bus stop.
fuck.
nvm.
met up with JEREMY at interchange.
took 812 to LAOPO's house downstairs uh.
reached and called her.
she came down and brought her art along uh.
i helped her colour first.
but i was like totally confused with which green is which.
so. -_-"" paiseh bodoh.
wtf.
nd LAOPO was laughing non-stop at me uh.
lmao.
nvm.
i helped her with colouring of the.
don't know what mask?
-_-"
LOL.
i felt like laughing at it siah.
omfg.
nvm.
coloured finished.
slacked.
listened songs.
LOL.
saw some LOL characters.
so forget abt it.
9.3op.m reached.
so sent LAOPO home uh.
called up CONGndRON.
but two of them didn't answer.
so nvm.
JEREMYndme went to 2ooplus pasar malam walk walk uh.
cuz it's just only the two of us.
nd we're like so fucking bored.
bought ramily burger to eat.
lmao.
washed hands nd went to 17o to meet CONG.
met.
RON came down soon after too uh.
slacked slacked.
changed to 166 after that.
slacked.
HIANGS came uh.
went to 123 buy something to drink.
went to 165 slacked.
after that.
accompanied RONndCONG home uh.
then HIANGS.JEREMYndme went to prata shop to eat something.
lols.
ate.
went to 24o? to slack.
lol.
then cabbed home.
well nothing much happened exactly.
as my mood wasn't with me the whole day.
sians.

nd LAOPO uh.
don't think too much nxt time le nahs kay?
lmao.
silly dumpling.
ILOVEYOU. :)
<3333333333

BYE.

Thursday, May 17, 2007

update.

alright.
i shall update uh.
lol.
i've been terribly sick for 3days. :)
nd thats so cool.
LOL.
but it's alright.
just that i have no strength to go out uh.
lmao.

i've been rotting at home for the whole day today.
LOL.
isn't this something that made you all shocked?
haha. :)
well.
aiya.
no big deal anyway.
lmao.

i've just finished watching battle royale.
although it's gross at first.
but it's really touching.
i've to admit this.
seriously. :)
i'm now on my hunt for battle royale two.
haha.
i'm so so so in love with this japanese movie already eh. :)
guys.
you really have to watch it.
but.
there have to be a age limit eh.
LOL.
cuz it's quite violent.
lmao.
serious.
you can almost see blood spilling everywhere.
lmao.
:)

sighs.
nd i just had a fucking huge quarrel with my mum.
over hp bill , studying , ns nd jobs.
freaking fucked up uh.
but aiya nvm.
partly it's my fault too.
everyday being a slacker.
nd promising people here and there.
but ended up breaking it all.
i'm so sorry guys.
nd.
I REALLY REALLY WILL GO FIND A JOB SOON ALRIGHT?
trust me. :)
nd i've given my promise to LAOPOndBROTHERS already aye. :)
no worries.

nd it feels quite great having to talk abt pasts with LAOPO. :)

well.
i've been drinking almost 6 bottles of 1.5litres of water.
in hopes of getting well soon.
so guys.
WISH ME TO GET WELL SOON ALRIGHT?
hahaha.
:DDD

i shall end my post here already okay?
TAKE CARE EVERYONE. :DDDD

nd LAOPO.
i really do love you so.
MUACKS. <333333333333333

brothers nd sisters are indeed still forever.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
<333333

goodbye.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

update.

sians.
i'm like so freaking sick now.
high fever.
sore throat.
headache.
diahorrea-ed two times and vomitted once.
wtf is wrong with me ahh?
zzzzzzzzz.
i fucking hate being sick.
nd i'm so like rotting at home in pain now. T_T
ARGH.
fucked up shit.
well.
no strength to update already.
i update some other time bah.
bye.

I LOVE YOU LAOPO. :)
<333333333333333333

nd brothers nd sisters are indeed forever. :D

Saturday, May 12, 2007

update.

alright.
i'm like so happy from 12.23a.m. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
hahaha.
nd i promise to cherish everything about you alright?
MUACKS
nd IREALLYLOVEYOUSO. <333333333333333333333333333333333333333

brothers take care ah!
free meet up.
MUACKS BROTHER.

SISTERS TOO OKAY?
LESTELESTEndNANA. :DDDDDDDDDDD

Thursday, May 10, 2007

update.

alamak.
update. LOL!
people keep on kpkb-ing me already. -_-"""
LMAO.

well.
i started off with a fucking bad day today.
zzzzz.
aiya. =_="""
LOL.
anyway.
sorry DARLING for breaking my promises. T_T.
i promise nothing like this will ever happen again.
SWEAR. :)
trust me aye.

alright.
i got up from bed at around 12plus i think?
lol.
my fucking dad nagged me up.
nd he did something that really made me felt FUCKEDUP ahhhh!
zzzz.
don't mention le lah.
sians.
went out of the freaking house at 1.5o?
waited for the stupid bus.
nd it's so fucking long lah can?
LOL!
i was like.
ZZZZZZZZZZ?
lololol.
stupid freaking day.
ARGH.
nvm.
reached ocbc.
met up with LAOPO.RON.ZOE.
saw SIANGANN.
chatted with him awhile.
hahaha.
nd off we went to causeway point.
took 969.
i emo-ed on the bus.
boring.
reached.
smoked.
went up to 2nd floor to meet up with DARLINGndHUIMIN.
LOL.
saw a kuku character.
fine nvm. (:
walked around.
they went to basement.
we went to 5th floor.
nd walked around cold storage soon after.
LOL.
looking at knives.
LMAO ah.
bought a chicken to eat.
as i was really fucking hungry lah cans. zzzz.
LOL.
-_-""
nvm.
went to 1st floor.
smoked outside.
nd waited for DARLINGndHUIMIN at metro.
i was looking at some jewelleries.
nd i promised myself this.
when i've the freaking money.
i would buy the largest diamond in the store for (:. LMAO!
lame.
nvm.
bus-ed back to yishun.
emo-ed in the 965 again.
zzzz.
walau eh. fucked up.
reached 174.
slacked.
RON went home.
HUIMIN went home too.
HIANGS came soon after.
he was so unlucky to get caught **** in his pants.
OMFG.
-_-"""
nvm.
at least i did help okay?
(:
slack-ed.
RON came down.
lmao.
went to 291 to eat.
after that RON left to 8ooplus for his tuition.
went to 265 nd slack-ed there.
LOL.
nd things are indeed again flashing into my head.
sighs.
i'm sorry everybody.
but a kid cheer-ed me up i suppose?
LOL.
UNCLEndAUNTY sibo. -_-"""
omg.
nd stupid DARLING have been calling me this stupid name ever since.
UNCLE. =_=.
NVM.
i shout out loud at the carpark nearby her house.
you dumbass AUNTY.
(:
LOL.
alright.
sent her home.
nd went to 123 7-11 to buy drinks.
as i had the feeling of vomitting again.
fucked up.
went to 167.
slack-ed.
CONG came.
talked about motors.
RON came.
slack-ed.
nd all went home. (:


i promise there won't be any aeroplanes at all in the future.
if you're so willing to trust me my dear.
MUACKS nd ILOVEYOU. :)
<33333333333333333333333333

nd take care all brothers out there. <333333333333

Friday, May 04, 2007

update.

don't you think hes fucking handsome?
my dream tattoo.

this is fucking nice i tell you.

omfg. i love this.

<33333333333333333

my future bike. :DDD

my finishing move. :D





alright.
it feels so boring being at home.
sighs. T_T
LOL!
:)
take care guys.
nd darling.
don't think too much aye?
MUACKS nd iloveyou. :)

BROTHERS nd SISTERS. take good care ah! ILOVEYOUALLSO. <333333333333




























update.

WTF LAH!
WHY THINGS I DON'T WANNA HAPPEN KEEPS HAPPENING TO ME?
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
SORRY AH PEOPLE.
I'M JUST VENTING OUT MY ANGER HERE.
AND I WILL VENT ON NO ONE.
YOU GET ME?
SO JUST BEAR WITH IT.
KNNBPCB!
FUCK!
I'M SO FUCKING PEK CHEK NOW AH!!!!!!!!
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!
KNN! ARGH!

update.

i'm sorry guys.
i know some of you must be sick of listening my blog song already.
but it's like.
this is the song which can REALLY express how i feel always.
i'm being serious.
sighhs.
so don't blame me alright.
fuck.


nd life is really so meaningless.
i begun looking out of my window yesterday.
i then realised.
why do people end their lives so fast and that easily.
now i know the true reason.
it's because.
life is nothing but full of sorrows.
and it all represents me.
goodbye.. my love.

Thursday, May 03, 2007

update.

oh well.
i'm rotting at home now.
so sick of home life already.
I WANNA GO OUT AND SMOKE! T_T
zzzzzzzzzzzzz.
very xin ku siah.
wtf.
no cigarette.
SOMEONE HELP ME!! T_T
LOL.

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

update.

alright.
update ba.
i'm kind of moody now. :)
don't blame me alright?
too shag already.

TODAY...
woke up at 2.15?
as i was really so damn freaking tired.
lol.
nd my tummy hurts like fuck now.
as i have suspected food poisoning.
i vomitted 5times and had diahorrea 3-4times?
fucked up.
nvm.
bath-ed nd went out to northpoint.
met up with HIANGS&LAOPO first.
went to play tekken 5 at timezone.
after that went down to meet RON.
met up.
smoked.
nd waited for YONGCONG.
LOL.
reached.
accompanied YONGCONG to 7ooplus to take money from his sis.
cabbed to my house.
meRONndYONGCONG one cab.
HIANGSndLAOPO another one.
i went up take bball.
cabbed to 346 to play bball.
not bad.
me.CONGndHIANGS won naval base and northland bball school team players.
:DDDDDDDDDDD
LOL!
after that.
played 3v2.
i was with HIANGSndRON.
LAOPOndCONG one team.
LOL!
aiya don't know how to explain.
but fucking tired.
after that.
SIANGANNndWEIZHONG reached.
woohooo.
fun.
4v3.
very exciting.
but as well as IT WAS SO DAMN TIRING.
ZZZZ.
my whole body, shirt nd pants was filled with sweat.
OMFG.
saw DARLING&co at the blk next to bball court.
LOL.
i was like erm? okay.
nvm.
continued playing bball.
then packed up nd went to 345 to meet DARLING&co bah.
i didn't wanna talk to DARLING as i was really so fucking smelly.
EEYEER.
so don't blame me alright?
cabbed with RON back to the bball court to take his cigarettes.
as he left it there.
after that.
he dropped me nearby my house
nd i walked home.
he then went home as his mum wanted him to reach home at 8p.m. -_-"""
saw them.
but only. CONG.LAOPO.WEIZHONG.HIANGS came up my house.
DARLING.SIANGANNndHUIMIN didn't come up.
nvm.
waited for CONG to bath finish.
nd it was my turn.
ready already.
went down to meet them.
after that then i soon begin to start talking with DARLING. :)
lol.
gave DARLING her cab fare home.
as i didn't want her to take bus nd be late.
somemore i was worried something would happen to her if she take bus home.
so i was like.
aiya nvm lah.
take the cab fare to her. :)
must understand alright.
ate at 417 with HIANGS.LAOPO.CONG.WEIZHONGndSIANGANN.
after that.
bade goodbye nd left me.HIANGSndLAOPO.
went to 419 to slack.
i speared down nd RKO-ed HIANGS.
till i banged my backbone nd back of my head against his knee.
nd my whole body was slammed down the floor.
but aiya.
no kick. :)
alright.
sent them off home nd i went home too.
thats all for today.
goodbye.