update.

sickly and no one cares at all.
well.
nvm.
so saddening eh.
nobody to accompany to see a doc. =)
anyway.
things with my parents have gotten worse.
think i will wanna run away from home bah.
i fucking hate this life.
meaningless shit.
its all full of crap.
fuck off.
damnit.
makes me sick just thinking of this faggotic irritating loads of craps.
FUCK.
anyway.
wes. you're in the same boat with me eh. =)
but not as worse as mine.
sighhs.
think i'm gonna eat shit these few days.
bye.

update.

i'm in no mood to do anything now.
i'm fucking broke.
fucking despress.
fucking moody.
fucking shag.
fucking tired.
fucking dulan.
everything that is bad is fucking all happening to me lah.
fucked up world.
how i wish i could kill all the bad things and let everyone i love live in peace with no stress at all.
sigh.
but this is a dream that can never come true.
bye.

update.

i've no mood to do anything now.
except for just killing myself.
before i do that.
i wanna give my loved ones all a great big hug.
i love you all.
but i really can't stand this anymore.
goodbye.

update.

eh sorry guys.
this post is not gonna be a good one.
FUCK YOU LAH.
WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU'RE.
NEED MY HELP TREAT ME LIKE AN ANGEL.
WHEN I AM NO USE TO YOU THEN YOU KICK ME AWAY.
WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?
YOU MY FATHER SO?
BIG FUCK AR.
YOU ONLY LISTEN TO SCHOOL'S EXPLAINATION.
BUT WHERE'S MINE?
KNN.
I NV DO ANYTHING YOU BO TAI BO JI ASK ME SHUANG SHUANG QUIT SCHOOL.
YOU THINK WHAT.
THE PAST YEAR IN SCHOOL VERY SMOOTH SAILING IZZIT!
THEN YOU'RE FUCKING WRONG LAH.
KNN.
YOU GO AND STUDY THEN SEE WILL YOU DO THE SAME THING AS I AM DOING ANOT LAH.
EVERYTIME SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD.
DUNNO HOW TO FUCKING THINK ABOUT HOW I FEEL FIRST THEN YOU DO ANYTHING STUPID IZZIT.
KNNBPCB.
MAKE ME DULAN ONLY.
FUCK YOU LAH.
IF YOU WANT TO DO ANY SHITS TO ME.
I ANYTHING ONE LA HOR.
SERIOUSLY.
JUST FUCK OFF LAH. _l_

update.

yeah yeah.
i know i very long did not update already lahh.
ahaha.
well.
yesterday.
went to kick soccer. LOL!
and i fucking injured my leg halfway.
dammit lah.
aahhaha.
nvm.
so me and ron went off to void deck to slack.
haha. =)
soon after.
ann and long came along.
ahahaa. =)
then went to 414 to slack and have a drink. =D
slack-ed till 8plus.
went home to bathe.
and met up with zhong at around 1o.3op.m.
talked abit of cock.
hahaha.
went to his house and slacked.


THIS MORNING.
ahahaha.
woke up at 1o.3oa.m.
i saw 40 missed calls.
but i did not woke up.
i got waken up by zhong instead.
wahahaha.
sorry guys for bombing my phone.
i knw i'm such a lazy pig.
LMAO.
well.
chiong-ed home.
faster bath.
and left house at around 11.15.
cabbed to school.
met up with devil , poh they all.
slacked and all.
ahaha.
i went back to class at 11.3o.
dismiss at 11.5o.
i left to office to go for counsilorling.
LOL.
ended at around 12.3op.m.
went to library awhile.
cabbed to 8ooplus.
went to jiaobin house.
talked and slacked till around 5p.m.
cabbed home.
well.
if things are meant to be like that.
it will. =)
i miss.
NANA.
LESTE.
and all my brothers and loved ones many many.
MUACKS. =)

update.

alright la alright la.
i'm here to post already.
ahaha.
well.
today?
LOL.
i got bombed with 3ooplus missed calls.
and i still freaking can't wake up.
was called up by my dad.
smacked my ass then i CAN really wake up.
sorry for those who bombed me.
i knw your ears must be sick by listening to the same tone again and again.
ahahaha.
no choice eh.
i not enough sleep.
must understand. =)
well.
morning.
saw zhong at bus stop.
cocked with him awhile.
went off to school.
after that cong called me.
went to meet him and wes.
cocked and went to funland afterthat. =)
heard cong say wes today was suey like fuck eh.
ahaha.
i hear le also funny. =)
they went to play dota.
i went by myself to funland.
saw bobo.
played games.
and went to cong's house after that.
then.
went to opss to fetch miner from school.
met up.
went to 8ooplus to slacked.
till .com came and meet us.
ahaha.
after that slacked.
roy called.
and we went off to 10 to meet him.
game-time again.
cong left to np.
ron came and meet us.
so long nv see him already.
miss you la brother. muacks.
went to long john eat.
eat finish.
off to funland again.
after that.
roy , com and me.
went to meet cong at np.
went to mac and slacked?
ahahaha.
slacked till around 9plus.
i came home.
LOL!.
had fun chatting with my silly sister. =D
muacks. i love you so. =)
so now?
here i'm.
rotting infront of my damn com.
kns. =)
LOL!

I LOVE.
NANA.
LESTE.
.COM.
ROY.
WES.
TIONG.
DEVIL.
CHAO.
POH.
ZHONG.
RON.
PIG.
CONG.
VIVIAN.
RACHEL.
YOU.
many many.
MUACKS SISTERS AND BROTHERS.
you'll are just wad i need in this damn whole world. =)
bye.

update.

well.
post.
ytd.
went to sch.
and left sch at 1p.m with devil they all.
met roy at funland at around 3.30p.m.
slacked.
went to KFC to eat.
cong and ron came.
slacked till around 4plus - 5?
ron went home and cong went northpoint.
then me and roy went to funland to play games.
played till around 5.30.
went to mac.
met alvin , zhong , cong and a grp of girls.
slacked.
till around 6.15.
accompanied roy to 4ooplus cut his hair.
=)
then went to 291 to meet siangann.
ate at 291.
slacked at 296.
and.
I WAS BLOODY FUCKING SICK LAH!
KNN.
reached home at around 10p.m.
bathed and freaking slept.
SUSPECTED DENGUE. sighs.
really pray its not eh.
LOL.
and i'm still so sick now.
bloody fucked up feeling.
nvm.
today.
went to school.
shaged till all the way.
=(
left sch at around 1p.m.
went funland with devil , chao and poh.
till around 3.45p.m.
junqi , weiliang , jeremy and jeff came.
talked cock.
they went to ljs.
i went back to funland.
played till around 4.15.
went with poh to take bus home.
end.
i'm feeling so terrible now. SIGHS. =(((
freaking xin ku you knw? =(((
bye.

update.

well.
sch started ytd.
and its pretty fucked up.
teachers sucks.
and most of the students have no dicks. =D
so fucking guai lan. LOL!
ahaha.
well.
woke up at 7a.m.
went to bath.
prepare.
met poh at bus stop near my blk.
slacked and smoked till 8.
took bus to interchange to meet my classmates.
waited till 9a.m.
that fucking js fucking long man.
LOL!
no choice.
ahaha.
reached sch.
went to see if i retain or 2nd.
in the end.
LOL!
got into 2nd year wireless lan.
i want the course.
but not the class.
so freaky lah.
most of enemies inside.
knn.
LMAO! =)
nvm.
i see request for change of class or what lor. ahaha.
then.
went other class to ji ji siao siao.
den went to canteen to eat with devil , yc , poh , pok.
after that.
went classes to ji siao again.
till around 12p.m.
we decided to run from lessons.
ahaha.
walked to funland.
met xiaogui.
went to funland play games. =)
after that.
went northpoint to meet feng and sheng.
slacked with them awhile.
and went back to funland.
to meet siangann and poh.
soon after.
bobo and da bai came.
den talked abit of cocks.
and went home.
slacked at home.
watched tv.
and end of day. =D
hahaha.
i miss my SISTERS , BROTHERS and YOU! many many. =(
LOL.
take care.

update.

=(
well.
ytd.
iwent out at 8a.m ACTUALLY to meet siangann and yongcong for breakfast.
but.
yongcong put a huge aeroplane to us.
lol.
but aiya nvm lah.
ahaha.
met siangann.
ate at 291.
slacked till around 10.
we went to safra.
slacked at there.
bombed junqi up.
ahaha.
and ask him to come meet us.
bombed wes and yongcong too.
but only wes answered.
LOL! wtf.
hahaha.
den siangann wanted to go 928 to eat cheng ting. LOL!
so off we went.
he bought his cheng ting.
and i bought my ice kachang.
LOL.
after that.
leste called me.
kup.
and junqi came.
ate and slacked till around 11plus.
went back to safra.
played a few rounds of KOF.
and called cong.
finally he fucking sher der to wake up.
LMAO.
nvm.
waited for him.
he arrived with miner at around 1?
play parapara.
LOL.
acted as a clown.
ahaha.
and off we went to 654 to makan.
ate.
went to 8ooplus to take money from heng.
and went home soon.
junqi accompanied me home.
and went to cut hair.
and went home to bath.
after that.
went to 2ooplus.
met siangann , weiliang , jeremy.
talked abit of cocks.
and went of funland to meet wes , cheetiong , nana , leste and cong.
on the way to funland.
au poems. LOL.
reached funland.
saw matthew , feng and sheng.
talked cock with them.
and that fucker matthew take my phone and i need to chase him like mad.
LOL.
after that.
went into funland.
>>>>>>>THERE ARE CASES WHICH I DON"T FUCKING WANNA SAY<<<<<<<<<<<
so move forward.
after that.
went to 925 to eat with tiong , wes , ann , cong , nana , leste.
lol.
they decided to go safra pak pool.
wes's fren came.
and off we went.
on the way to safra.
shag like fuck lah.
and thanks nana for accompanying me. =D MUACKS sister. <33
reached safra.
the first thing i did was went to arcade.
played KOF and boxing game.
went to pool room to find them already.
played around 3 rounds and i went outside.
and.
there was a KTV room outside.
hosted by me , nana , leste , cong.
ahaha.
we was singing jian ao at first.
tiong asked me to change song.
changed to zui jing.
and tiong joined the club.
LOL!
wes came out.
and gave us the sian diao look.
LOL!
ahahaha.
after that.
all of us lied down at bench.
and siangann they all came out and we deciced to close table.
paid.
and off we went to interchange.
on the way.
there were lots of shoutings by me , nana , leste , cong.
ahahaha.
we kept shouting into each another's ears.
LOL.
and cats meowing and dogs barking after that.
LOL.
hahaa.
nana could not stop her meowing.
and i kept saying. SHHHHHH!
and cheetiong they all.
ahahaha.
dunno how to say la.
LOL.
freaking kuku.
lmao.
accompanied them to MRT station.
tiong , wes and nana went home.
left with me , cong , ann and leste.
went to 749 to slack.
accompanied leste to bus stop.
and bid her goodbye.
so.
me , cong and ann.
we went to 1ooplus there de playground.
slacked at there.
went to 7-11 buy something to eat.
and all went home.

I LOVE.
nana.
leste.
miner.
rachel.
wes.
tiong.
ann.
cong.
ron.
.com.
pig.
zhong.

MUACKS to all of you.
thanks for brighting up my day. <333
and.
i haven't slept for 3 days already.
lots of things have been popping up on my mind.
can someone help me? sighhs. =(

update.

nth much happened today.
woke up at around 5.30.
called .com.
went to bath.
and bus-ed to northpoint soon after.
met him , cong and two girls.
slacked.
ate.
smoked.
walked.
and ann came to meet us.
talked cock.
went to 2ooplus with .com.
accompanied him to take something.
after that.
he long pang me in his cab to 4ooplus.
THANKS uncle.
LOL.
still act tough.
ME. "EH UNCLE DOTCOM LONG PANG ME TO 4OOPLUS LEH!"
HIM. "CHAO CHEEBYE. $2."
ME. "WAH FUCK LAH" YOU MY UNCLE LEH. HOW CAN LIDDAT?"
HIM. "KNN. GO UP CAB 2.50. I CHARGE YOU $2 VERY GOOD LIAO HOR."
ME. "CHAO CHEEBYE. YOU WANNA KEH GAO AR?"
went up to cab.
hahahaha.
he dropped me at 4ooplus for FREE.
see.
this is called act tough right?
ahaha.
but he very good lah.
went home.
on computer.
talked abit of cock.
poh called me and said he reached my blk downstairs.
went down and slacked with him till around 11.30.
and came home to online.
end of the day.

MINER. please cheer up okay? just bear with it and it would be soon over. MUACKS.
RACHEL. haha. stop saying sch is sian. BEAR WITH IT KAY. study hard hard hard.
LESTE AND NANA. please. both of you. study hard and dun make me worry. =D. i love both of you tons.
CONG. you this pian xin bastard. LOL.
RON. good luck for your this year in CHR. study hard hor i tell you. MUACKS BROTHER.
PIG. we'll always be brothers. trust me. take good care of yourself.
SIANGANN. nxt time poke more fun at UNCLE .com. ahahahaha.
WEIZHONG. brother. good luck for work tml.
.COM. thanks leh uncle. ahaha. LOL.
POH. thanks lah poh. muacks.
ROY AND ALVIN. thanks for teaching how to do training. LOL.

THANKS TO ALL OF YOU ALL.
YOU ALL ARE ALWAYS THERE.
AND I.
DON TAN. PROMISE.
TO BE TIONG XIM TO ALL OF YOU AS LONG AS I LIVE OKIE?
MUACKS.
and rmb.
please call me if there is anything okay?
do not keep it from me.
ahaha.
i knw i am fucking naggy.
but i'm just liddat de la. =D

take care guys.

sighs.

alright.
i'm gonna post.
LOL!
sorry for such a late post.
and i knw my blog is rotting every now and then.
LOL!
but its like.
i'm just so freaking lazy lah can?
lmao.
ahaha.
well.
i'll just post about wad happened recently.


25.12.o6
went to amk with ron , zhong , ann and zoe to play pool.
haahha.
played till around 8plus p.m.
bus-ed back to yishun.
and slacked.
LOL!
zhong went home.
and ann went home too soon after.
left with ron , me and zoe.
LOL!
and zoe went to ron's house.
take something.
and home too.
so its me and ron alone.
slacked till we went to meet stupid.
and went to meet crazy.
LOL!
slacked till around 12.15?
crazy need to go home.
and i walked with stupid home.
after that.
bus-ed to interchange to meet poh.
ahaha.
and bus-ed home.


31.12.o6-o2.o1.o7
ok.
firstly.
i got bombed by yongcong.
LOL!
but luckliy for him.
my airport did not re-open.
ahaha.
i managed to wake up somehow.
LMAO!
kay.
went to bath.
bus-ed to northpoint.
to meet him , stupid and 3 girls which i dun really knw. LOL.
after that.
uncle dot.com come meet us.
and off we went to watch DEATHNOTE 2.
walau eh.
fucking nice lah.
i wana watch again.
i promise myself. ^^
aaahhaa.
guys you can go and watch.
promise you will laugh till you buey tahan.
hahaha.
okay.
after movie.
went to meet ron and zoe at gv.
and went to mac.
slacked.
and saw heng they all soon.
had some misunderstandings.
but cleared.
=)
after that.
rotted at macdonald till around 2-3a.m.
and accompained cong to yck.
as he need to handle something impt.
lol.
cabbed back to yishun at around 4plus - 5.
went cong house awhile.
and after that i went to meet ann.
LOL.
met him.
and bus-ed back to 4ooplus to meet ah zhong for breakfast.
hahahaha.
went to 417.
talked cock.
till around 10a.m.
went home to bath.
and went to zhong's house after that.
played ps 2 and for no reason.
the 3 of us fell asleep like dead pigs.
LOL!
crappy man. wtf.
woke up at around 8p.m
and went home to bath and bus-ed to 1ooplus with ann to meet cong and stupid.
after that.
stupid. PLEASE CHEER UP. ahahaha. okay?
LOL.
well.
went to 111 coffee shop to eat.
and went back to 175 to meet ron.
sighs.
there're some cases which i won't wanna say.
=*(
nvm.
then cabbed home at 4a.m.
bathed. watched tv till 6a.m plus. and i fell asleep on the freaking sofa.
LOL.
crap.
i think this post is long enuff? hahaha.



and. i won't ever give up. =)
thats the promise i made to myself.
if you're reading this.
hope you understand how i'm feeling now.
contact me soon alright?
take care.

stupid.
crazy.
leste.
nana.
ron.
zhong.
yongcong.
siangann.
weizhong.
.com.

THANK YOU GUYS FOR CHEERING ME UP WHEN THERE IS NO LIGHT FOR ME TO SEE.
HAHA.
STUPID PLEASE CHEER UP OKAY?
I DON'T WANNA SEE YOU LIKE THIS ANYMORE.
take care guys.
MUACKS.