hurhur.

well.
come to update.
these few days been like fuck.
really.
its really damn fucked up.
quarrelled with parents.
fought with parents.
been so stress.
sighh.
i really am gonna breakdown le.
yes brothers.
you are scolded me.
i deserved it.
but you wont understand how i am feeling right now.
its really really so painful.
i cant take it anymore.
really.
just let me die.
goodbye.

wow lau.

update.
well. life been sucky these few days.
its like wtf lor.
sighh.
and com spoilt.
really suey until like fuck man.
=(((
and been missing her these few days while i ain't online.
=(
i really cant understand myself.
yes. i do like her.
but why i cant just fucking go to her and tell her?
its really like wtf lor.
and most of my brothers have been nagging at me and asking me to tell her.
maybe i am afraid of rejections?
sighh.
i dun understand myself.
really.
these few days i cant sleep.
been thinking really hard abt what am i doing now or whatsoever.
i really hate MYSELF lah. fuck.
sighh.
injuries has been getting more and more all over my body these few days.
yeahh it really hurts.
but as least it proves i still have feelings.
but... sighh.
i really dunno lah.
brothers.
sorry if these few days i been so crazy.
i really cant help it.
its really so damn stressful.
sighh.
update till here bahs.
bye.

walau.

lols.
so many pple nagging at me asking me to update blog.
so okay la.
update abit.
hmms. wah sian sch reopen.
life in sch was so damn boring lur.
haha.
so many of my classmates keep nagging at me to see doctor.
cuz of my leg.
=_="". piangs.
aiyoo.
but thanks leh brothers and friends.
giving me advices.
sighh.
i have been pondering abt my life.
and it really sucks.
i need a change.
baby.
i miss you so much. =(
going out le.
bye.

fuck!

well. quite long nv update.
cuz com is so damn lag.
hmms.
sorry people. if you talk to me in msn and i halfway did not reply means my com hanged.
LOL.
well.
these few days i haven been coming home.
until morning.
cuz i did not wanna see my parents.
fucked up lur.
den somemore injured my leg.
fuck.
a big lump growing above the feet.
sighh.
anyway. feeling damn fucked up now.
bye.

P.S i miss you so much. =(